Another song that stuck with me.

Three Doors Down

So I Need You

If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed, tell me
Then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can’t get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say

Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you

And if I jumped off the BrooklynBridge, tell me would you
Still follow me
And if I made you mad today, tell
Me would you love me
Tomorrow? Please
Or would you say that you don’t
Care, and then leave me
Standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in
Despair and screamin’

Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you

So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
I’m on my own

Oh no I can’t let you go, my little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk
and the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the
Million things that I love About you

Things Girls talk about

Well while trying to focus on studing today I got in a group chat with 3 of my girly friends. I sit here thinking now about how perverted we really are. Conversation started with how our Xmas's went. One of my friends had a 'wonderful' time with a 2-min-man. That was what got our conversation on sex. Talked about the best guys we have fucked. Who we are wanting and wishing to fuck. Fetishes and the last toys we bought. 2 of the friends involved with this conversation usally are kinda offset about thier sexlifes so it was kinda odd to see them so open about it. We discussed having sex with someone older range of 2-10 yrs older and then we talked about haveing sex with a younger person. Only people younger then me that I have had any sexual relations with was 1 girl, and I made out with a few younger guys. Other then that Ive always been drawn to the older crowd. We also talked about having sex with vergins rather then the more exsperianced. Personaly a vergin can be interesting if you have the time to put into it, but other then that I dont mind sleeping with someone whos done a few things before,just makes it alittle easier. *wink* We discussed guys who talk and are loud during sex vs those who dont really make any noise at all. Then the noise comment turned into being walked in on, and then to masterbation. From masterbation to showering. From showering to the body lotion Patti got for xmas. Kinda interesting how the convo made it all the way back to Xmas.
Oh another thought,I always find it funny when us girls are in a room with men and we start our little convos about sex and what not. Men just find it interesting to listen in. We find it rather amusing :-). I remember the last time we had a gathering at my old place. Tasha, Patti, Crystal and I started to talk about bras and thongs. All the guys were focused on playing Halo...nice how as soon as one heard the phrase "I love how silk feels on my ass" the whole grouped turned and looked at us, almost like they were taking mental notes. It always seems like a shock to guys to hear females just start talking about orasims and penis size. What dont you think girls have shop talk too? Men are not the only ones who share stories and compair notes. If your fucking your gf and she does something new, most likely she learned it from one of her friends. All this talk about sex is making me rather horny. I best get back to studying to get my mind off of it. Tata for now (wabes)

Rant on bras

Okay back to one of my favored topics. Boobs. Well not really just a post about boobs but rather about bras. I HATE bras with underwires. Most annoying thing in the world. Put this little wire in the bottom of the bra for 'extra' support. A man must have come up with this Idea just to watch us adjust our bras all the time in hopes to see us play with our boobs. Underwires for those of you who dont know run under the boob and up the sides helping to lift and sepperate. Well in most bras now adays for females with larger breasts they put these evil wires in there. After about the 3rd time wearing these bras the wires start to pinch and dig into the sides of the breast. Leaving the wearer uncomfy, and always playing with ones tits. When I can get away with it I take out these evil little wires. My boobs stay up all by themselfs and are nice and rou.... *coughs* sorry was losing track of my points... I mean my thoughts. I would love to meet the person who came up with this idea and let them see what its like to have something poking you in the side all day. BLAH to the maker of the underwire! I personaly dislike you! :-P

Ooo Great song!

Had this song stuck in my head for awhile now. So I had to post the Lyrics :-)

Stitches~ Orgy

If it stayed I'd never leave it
If that turned around I'd grieve it
The special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout,
Oh No It's you again
Someday soon you'll find that someone waiting for the chance to beat you
Drooling on the set to feel you,
Blessing you with every kiss

Chorus:
Tying your self to me Stitch up my emptiness
'Cuase your the death of me
So precious, Loving the thrill
Tying your self to me Stitch up my emptiness
'Cuase your the death of me
So precious, Loving the thrill

Such the patient one who needs me,
The spolied one who wins
So shocking Where's your sense don't you know i hate you so
Unsatisfied you little girl

Chorus x 2

Rolling dice and seeming queer,
Bastard Love a sick affair, let see what new disease you'll fetch,
I mean that fucking you is strange and adored by me throughout
Oh It's you again blessing you with every kiss
So precious you know this hate of mine exploded
I'm so deranged You know I will never be the same

Chorus

Look Pictures!

And no they are not of me :-P I know im a brat right? Hehehe
Well I desided to post some of my fav pics from artists that I admire. And yes alot of them are Fairies just deal with it. *wabes to all*

"All come now Ye Faithful"

Yes that is right it is Chirstmas once again. Damn thing comes once every year. Means I gotta be nice to people? Damn it all to hell!! No really I am nice to people usally once a week or so. Well its the season for cookies and gifts, Holiday cheer and annoying people shopping at the mall. OMG what is the deal with everyone shopping on the same day? Do you people think its fun? Next year im gonna walk around with a paintball gun and have some target practice with all you annoying fuckers! Standing in the middle bitching at your kids...ZOOM hit ya in the ass! Walking really slow bitching about prices...ZOOM hit ya on the head! Oh yes next year will be fun!
Now that I have gotten the ranting part of this Christmas season out of the way I can go back to being my sweet self (looks all angelic). Had some fun hangingout with family getting alittle drunk on Christmas eve. Opened gifts around midnight. And for all those people out there that do read this here is some good news for you. I got my own laptop for Xmas from dear old mom. She maybe a bitch 95% of the time but she redeamed herself alittle. :-) That means more posts and more annoying little comments from yours truely! Just what you all wanted (giggles)
Well Merry Christmas, And Seasons Greetings to everyone! *Hugs all* Hope everyone had a enjoyable holidays! And join me next year for some holiday shopping paintball fun :-) Whoever can hit the old ladies gets 100 points!

My Views on Heaven and Hell

Okay its Christmas time and im not a very big follower of the Christain religon. I dont disagree with it persay but in my mind its just something people follow so they have someone else to either blame things on, or someone they can look to. YaY for you (big pat on the back) Thats great.
Well my family is Catholic. I am the only one in my family to not have 'gods light shining down on me and guiding my way' To that I say Ah such a shame. (shurgs sholders) With my thoughts on religon being as they are alot of my family says "You are going to hell". Well so be it if there is a hell. But to me Hell isnt some firey place where they punish you for the sins you have commited by chaining you to a wall and making you deal with a really bad sunburn for the rest of your spirits life. And to me Heaven isnt this grand white place in the sky where everyone wheres togas and we wear white and play harps.

This is my thoughts on Heaven and Hell, Just a prewarning. This might get alittle confusing and it might make you sit back and say WTF. Just deal with it, thats my train of thought for you.

I belive when you die your spirit can see and hear the things people say and think about you. And only what they say and think about you. So the actions and effects you have on people while you live, cause them to pass judgemet on you. The things you say, and how you treat people make them feel a certain way twords you. Like if you beat your kids and steal from your family. Thier thoughts about you are not going to be very pleasent. And when you die they might actually be happy to have you gone. So while you are dead you get to hear all of the thoughts they had about you while you were living and after you died. You get to see the pain you caused them throughout thier life.
Now if you treat people with kidness, and although you may not see thier appretiation for it while you are alive. You can see and hear it when you pass on. You get to hear all those thoughts that you always wondered if people had twords you.
To me it would be hell to spend the rest of my spiritual life hearing shitty comments and having to feel the pain I placed on others. Because I am not a person who enjoys hurting others. And it would be heaven to hear every moment how loved I was, or how someone remembers me.
That I my thoughts on Heaven and Hell. Ya dont need some God to do that for ya. No firey pit, no little harps.

(Slaps Self)

I am hereby slapping myself for lack of posting!!!!!!
Well now that, that has been handled I shall make the comment that i will try my best to post a comment on my blog atleast once a week. Comments might change from what has been going on to random things I wish to rant about. So look for topics like, Why does Jello jiggle?, Why are people idiots? Would Hell really be that bad? And how many people get bored during sex?
And as always, comment disagree, agree, tell me to fuck off I dont care what you say but comments are always welcome and will be noted. They may not be taken to heart but they will be noted!
(hugs to all who might read this)